Tuesday, October 20, 2009
hi bloggie...
Yea!!! I am still a student! LOL!
I am looking forward to this saturday!!! I wonder how would it be like! hmm.... but i will enjoy myself, hopefully?! hehe!
GREAT. Finally, some actions are being initiated and i feel happy! XD
Perhaps that has always been what i wanted to have all along and i believe for this time round, i will put in my highest concentration and to try to make it be possible! =D
Work hasn't been very good. =( Bad Bad Bad. Control control! =) Patience and determination is the key to success. Because of the grades and money, i control! LOL! Things will get better, it will. Hopefully. :]
i aim to have this hair style, and for this, i shall not cut my hair any sooner! I will let the back of my hair grow LONGER and LONGER!!! Since it will be reaching this length soon, haha!!! XD
Wonderful base colour and Blue highlights!
Wow!!
LOL. XD
&12:16 AM With Love, Shelbe(:
Thursday, October 15, 2009
few weeks ago....
BLU JAZ CAFE - A CAFE/PUB WITH LIVE BAND PERFORMING! GREAT PERFORMANCES FILLED WITH THE JAZZY FEELING.
FABULOUS JAZZY MUSIC FEEL WITH OLD JAZZ MUSIC AND STEADY BAND PERFORMING SKILLS! XD
I like the ambience and everything down there!
I can't wait to go to the 2nd and 3rd storey and watch the different performances!! (Because i've been in the 1st storey for twice of my visit there! :))
Great place to be there! XD
&11:03 PM With Love, Shelbe(:
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
hi bloggie...
I am supposed to be very sad today, but i tried not to think of it more already.
I don't know why... Actually, can my music lists of songs feels my mood? Why is it that when i'm sad, they will just automaticaaly play all random sad songs, and to make me even more depressed? =/ Happens to me for quite a lot of times already. Hmm...
i wasn't allowed to blog anything about it... so i'll have no choice but to keep it... =(
But, well, i will try to be very optimistic and be as cheerful as i can, i promise. =)
Thanks mummy for listening to my troubles and understanding my plight for now, after telling her, i feel so much better and perhaps, it is like what she say... 'part and parcel of life'.... =]
&12:00 AM With Love, Shelbe(:
Saturday, September 26, 2009
hi bloggie...
Argh! I am supposed to be starting my periodic report now! But i've got this sudden urge to blog about what i feel today! hahaha! XD Yes, i am super busy from the time my working time starts till the time it ends, but it does not stop me from feeling very upset! At times, i will grumble about this and that, complaining why do i have to do all these... but i dont know the reason behind it when i suddenly feel so happy today! It is really like the 'right' mood that i have been searching for a start of a day for all these while. I smiled to her when i saw her there, when from the 2nd day onwards, i actually did not feel like doing that because she always seems to be 'dao-ing' me because of her personality. I greeted 'Morning' to some of my friends who are also interns of EY. Its like... my mood is totally different from what i've been behaving! (the stressed face) LOL! XD Somemore, its like the start of the day, and i reached the office earlier. Even before i settled down, i am already assigned things to do. Mind you, its not 8.30am yet! And the weird thing is, i feel happy even though i knew that i would be doing a lot of things and be kept busying day and evening, day and evening. Oh! I even hummed songs very silently to myself around afternoon while i am doing my stuffs. (There are so many people, i hope no one heard that! If not, would be soo weird to sing or hum in a big office can! LOL!)
Definitely it is not because today is a friday, and as what they describe, 'Thank God Its Friday!'
The feeling and mood are sooo random and i feel sooo great throughout the day! =D
And, i realised that my STM disease is acting up on me again. MY STM RELAPSE!!! OMG. I even think of it as getting more and more serious each time it acts up on me. =( I cannot seem to remember a lot of things and i won't be able to survive if i never write them out. T_T My notebook and my pen are my saviour, or rather, my antidote for now. Almost everything have to pen down! (I am even thinking whether should i write down the different storey of the building and which floor to go to when im submitting or doing a certain stuff!) Serious can! ='( AHH~~~!!!! HOWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T
OMG. Until now, the mood is still there! HAHAHA!!! XD
Ohya!!! Some of my friends are playing pool almost everyday after work or during lunch break inside EY's building, and it is actually one storey that is meant for entertainment! Seems soo fun can! But i'm lousy in that! And i heard there is a karaoke room! I wanna go there!!! But they told me for the karaoke room, one needs to book in advance one... and i dont even know which storey or where is that! Nevermind, perhaps when i'm more closer to my seniors already then i can get to ask them! LOL! Imagine everyday i can go there and hold on to the mic and sing during lunch break or after work! Fabulous!!! Muhahahahaha~~!!!
Oh... for one thing... maybe after that i would stop going there already...
&12:23 AM With Love, Shelbe(:
Monday, September 21, 2009
hi bloggy...
Yea!!!!!!!!!!!! My GPA improved for the previous sem! My grade for accounting module AFA improved to a C! I am happy because its the first time that i've gone beyond a D for an accounting module! And for the rest of the modules, i'm okay with the results because i thought i would have gotten it lousier grade. LOL! Except CLAW! Wa!!! So disappointing! C+!!! I think maybe its because i may have used the wrong case to be applied. =( But... although the improvement was just slightly, it proves that if i have the determination and the concentration on a thing at a time, i can do it. And... i'm not as easily affected afterall! Study is study, Work is work, Play is play, this is this and that is that. Can i say that i can put all different things at different perspective and to handle them separately? Haha!!! XD Afterall, yes, when i'm studying, study would always comes first, no matter how hard i play, hehe! It goes the same for whatever things that i'm doing at a time. =D
Multi-tasking. I want to learn to be able to have this ability! But... how?? =/
Better time management.
Thinking in a more mature way. (Comments telling me that when i'm quiet, people think that i look mature. But the moment i start to react and to speak, childish acts often overpower everything of me.)
To be more sensible.
To be more independent.
To be more observant.
To kick away the sotong that has been tagging along with me for dont know how long. Get away from me!
Express myself in a better way.
and a lot of things to learn! T_T
Ohya! I want to exercise! exercise! exercise! My fats are showing up. =( People! If your wanna go exercise or shopping right, ask me along!!! I wanna go also!!! haha!!! =P
*I found this sweet love - heart shape in facebook, and this is soooo nice!!! haha! Don't your think so?? =D
Okay! I'm tired for now, 2.38am already!!~~~ okay!! Once i have the time, i will blog more!!!
Cya~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Misses and take care! XD
I love my new list of songs now. LOL!!! =D
&2:45 AM With Love, Shelbe(:
Thursday, September 17, 2009
hi bloggie...
OMG!!! so many things to blog about, so many photos pending to be posted and happpenings to say out... but i'm soo tired!!!!
i've been kept busying during work, super busy.
i wasnt allowed to post anything about my attachment thingy! =( but im in EY doing audit work! hopefully mentioning only this would be fine... (i have to keep everything to myself, may it be happy or sad.) =(
i'm very scared for tomorrow...
i want the best of luck...
i dont want anything bad to happen to me, no more.
One person of an older age talked to me today. Yes, humans should be independent. But what if its overly independent?? You would then become a very strong person whom everyone might be looking up to, but as a girl, guys may think that you are over-powering and you dont need them. So is it good to be independent? Having to strike off an equal balance of being independent and dependent should not be an answer given to me, because what is the definition of being so? hmm.... but definitely, i'm not independent enough. I've got sooo much things to learn!!! XD
Okay! Just a short post for today and i shall now go and bathe!
Here i come~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
May everything be fine!!! And i shall blog longer during the weekends if possible!!!
I've accumulated soooo many things!!!!! hahaha!!!! Wait!!!!! =D
&10:42 PM With Love, Shelbe(:
Monday, August 31, 2009
hi bloggie...
after all my final modules' presentations....
its then my exam period. this is my study plan (this is the 1st study plan ever since when i learnt how to write!) that i actually came up with. im still short of time here and there. for some papers, still not 100% prepared actually. i would say, still lousy planning. boo... =( haha! XD
this is how my study table looks like the 1st day i start studying. i think it is still acceptable...
when compared to this.... which is on the last day of exam, just before heading to school. LOL! XD and now, my table is CLEAN AND TIDY AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNN~~~!!!!!!!!!!! hohohoho!!
yes, its the last day. after that, i head down to amk hub to meet them! we watched "the proposal". it was fine actually, little parts of comedy scenes. haha! (i think i looked so cui and ugly on that day, just... very very tired.)
upcoming stuffs...
scc camp. overall game masters stuffs are still partly not settled, but mostly i will consider it to be still smooth sailing up till now! XD im looking forward to that! =D
after scc camp on sunday, straight away that very monday i'll have to report to EY! ahh~~~ no breaking time, ahh~~~ T_T and for that period until 12th feb, i am not supposed to talk or blog anything about the attachment at EY. lecturers wanted us to keep it private and confidential. so, i guess although i knew what scope was allocated for me to do, but i shall not disclose it here. shhhh.......... hehe!
all the way until 12th feb.. which means it is to the next year 2010. and it will be when my 21st birthday would arrive after few weeks. hehe!!! btw, i've already got some plans for that birthday! hohohoho!!! XD
after this, where will i be heading to??
hahaha! if your know me well, i dont really like accounting, but feelings tell me that i still need to continue and further my studies more. my mum told me about the concept: what if a person who is having the same rank as you, gets a higher pay than you just because he/she attained a higher level of educational background? will you get jealous? dont come complaining all these things to me again ah. LOL! yes, she definitely knows me WELL. im still considering... but... i dont think my results will turn out good. never, i think. its accumulative, and i really dont know how bad will i fare this last sem. i want to at least graduate smoothly. please please please~~~ dont let my efforts gone to waste!
at the end of the 3 years, i still want to say:
I DONT LIKE ACCOUNTING.
LOL.
but i do like some of the modules under it, like tax? hehe! XD
all the best for my results then. im seriously worried as well.
*keep my fingers crossed*
ohya!!! im thinking of maybe having a change in my hair again. should i...
1) dye it to dark navy blue, that is not so obvious and can be seen only under sunlight
or
2) dye it to dark purple, that is not so obvious and can be seen only under sunlight
or
3) reborn + option 1 or 2
or
4) do nothing.
i dont know what should i do!!! T_T since i cannot dye it to be red, or highlight red also. for attachment purposes...
aiyo... =(
ok! i will be going out for the whole day of tomorrow as well! meeting time would be around early morning, and its now 3.08am, im still here! T_T
ok! tata!!! have to meet my dreamland soon!
goodnight! ^_^
&1:46 AM With Love, Shelbe(:
